Monday, January 31, 2011

Chapter 50


After his mother’s surgery, Jake started counting down the days until he caught a red eye out to Washington D.C.  He helped where he could while his parents were away, but his wife and sister in law both ran him off every time he tried to help clean.  They know exactly how his mother wanted the house and they would make sure it was done.

The women had even set up a schedule.  When Delilah and Mandy would clean, Jordan and Maddie would cook.  Everyone else was responsible for their individual rooms.  Jake and Malachai were responsible for the kids.  The day that Jake was supposed to leave him and Malachai took the kids to the hospital to sneak their parents some food.  “Jake, what the problem with the women doing all the work?” Malachai asked as he drove to the hospital.

“I’m not used to not having something to do.  I’m always doing something and not working or helping around the house.  With you and Jordan home, I have nothing to do but sit on my ass other than when I’m feeding or playing with Miri.”

“I’m seen you working with your laptop doing something in PowerPoint.”

“I’m working on a presentation for my meeting tomorrow.”

“When do you leave for that?”

“This evening.  Good thing I packed last night.”

“Yeah, or you’d be doing it right now”, Malachai looked for a parking space.  He spotted reporters at the front entrance.  “SHIT!” he said, cursing out loud.  “Did you see what I just saw, Jake?”

“Paparazzi?  Yeah, I saw them.”

“CHRIST!”

“You sound like Uncle Matt.”

“So be it”, he said with a laugh.  He found a place to hide the truck close to the east entrance.  “Good thing Mom’s room is in the east wing, huh?”

“For sure.” Jake grabbed his daughter out of her car seat and the dishes out of the floor board.  He looked at Malachai who was wrestling with his three children.  “You ready to run for the door?”

Malachai looked at his oldest children.  “Grab hands and get ready to run.”  To his youngest, he said, “Eli, on Daddy’s back.”  He squatted down so that he boy could climb on his back.  “Ok, Jake, ready when you are.”

Jake nodded and took off running with his brother right behind him.  They got in the building and to the elevator without being noticed.

As they rode up to the third floor, everyone but Miri and Eli caught their breath.  “I haven’t run like that in a while”, Malachai laughed.

“When I’m in my lab and something happens on the floor I leap up the stairs two to three at a time.  I’ get my cardio”, Jake laughed in return.

“I need to get back on stage man.  I’m glad that Jordan’s put becoming a mother on the back burner for the time being.  I’m starting to get fat.”

“Are you guys writing again?”

“Yeah, we’re getting ready to go back into the studio.”

“Does Dad know?”

“Dad’s got enough to deal with right now.  We’ve told Uncle Dan, but Dad’s going through a lot dealing with Mom.”

The elevator reached their floor and they headed to their mother’s room.  They checked the nurses’ station and saw that all of the nurses were gathered and gossiping.  They bolted past the station and knocked softly on the door.  “Come in”, their father called.

They walked in with looks of confusion on their faces.  “Where’s Mom?” Malachai asked.

David looked toward the closed door behind them.  “Where do you think?”  He looked at Jake.  “Jake, give me that baby now.”  Jake set little Miri on the floor and let her toddle over to her Grampa while she held on to his fingers.  He smiled.  “Holy shit, she’s already trying to walk?”

Jake nodded.  “She decided that crawling wasn’t fast enough for her.”

Brie came out of the bathroom as her husband picked up little Miriam.  “Was she walking, baby?” she asked as she tried to make her way back to her bed.

As David opened his mouth to respond, he saw his three oldest grand children bum rush their Gramma.  His eyes widened in horror as he watched them nearly knock her down.  Thankfully, she took a step back and braced for impact.  “HI GRAMMA!” they all said.

“Hey there, you guys”, she said with a forced smile.  There wasn’t a man in the room that couldn’t’ see the pain in her eyes.

Malachai was quick to jump into action.  “You three know that Gramma’s hurt.  If I see you guys do that BS again, I promise each of you that you’ll be in SO MUCH TROUBLE when we get home.  Do I make myself perfectly clear?”

The three children pouted.  “Yes, sir.”

Jake helped Brie back to bed.  “Are you ok, Mom?” he asked after helping her settle back in.

Her voice was strained as she responded.  “Having to brace like I did smarted a little and you might wanna check the staples to make sure that nothing’s popped out, but I’m fine other than that, Jake.  I’ll have the nurses bring me some pain medication after you all leave and I eat a little something.”  She looked at the dishes that he’d set on the tray.  “What delicious delicacy are we eating this afternoon?” she asked.

“Delilah found your Kugel recipe and decided to try her hand at it.  She seems bound and determined to learn to cook for the Jewish diabetic.”  Jake couldn’t help but laugh.

His parents exchanged a look as they opened the dishes their sons had brought them.  They sniffed the still steaming hot food and dared to take a bite.  After swallowing, his father spoke first.  “I was skeptical, I’m not going to lie.  But, that was really good.”

Brie nodded.  “Mine’s better, but it’s a really good replication.  She came close.”

Jake smiled.  “She’ll be happy to hear it.  Now, Dad, if you don’t mind, I’m going to take Miri and we’re going to go.  I’ve got to get ready to fly out this evening for that stupid hearing tomorrow morning.”

“That’s already come up?” David said.  “I thought it wasn’t supposed to be until next week.”

“It was rescheduled at the request of the President.”

“Well, you guys had all get on out of here then.  Good luck, Jacob”, Brie said.

“Yeah, Jake, good luck”, David said as he surrendered Miri to her father so that they could leave.  Before handing her off, he gave her a kiss.  “Bye, Miri.  Grampa and Gramma will be home in a few days.”  The little girl giggled as her daddy took her and handed her to Gramma who did the same as Grampa.  After Malachai’s kids said good bye to their grandparents, everyone that didn’t belong in the room left.

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Malachai took his younger brother to the airport that evening.  Jake wasn’t even allowed to walk out of the door without a promise to his wife and daughter that he’d call as soon as he got to the hotel.  After checking his suitcase, he went through airport security and went to his gate to wait on his flight.  It would be long before he was getting ready to board the plane.  As he watched a movie on his laptop, someone came and tapped him on the shoulder.  “Are you Dr. Draiman?” the young woman asked after he pulled an earbud out of his ear.

“Yes.”

“I need you to pick up your things and follow me, please, sir.”  Jake packed his things and followed the young woman.  As they walked he observed that the was dressed like a flight attendant.  It was rather odd to him, but he didn’t complain.  When they reached the gate that they were looking for, she turned to him and smiled.  “Enjoy your flight aboard Air Force One.”

Jake looked at the window at the plane.  He walked to the boarding ramp and got on the plane.  When he walked into the cabin, he was shocked.  “Mr. President?” he said.

“Dr. Draiman, it’s nice to finally meet you”, President McAllister said with a smile as he extended his hand.  He had a southern drawl to his voice that was rather noticeable.

Jake took the man’s hand and shook.  “And I you, sir.  Why did you bring your personal air plane to come get me?”

“Because, I think you and I need to talk, Doctor.  I don’t think that you understand what’s REALLY going on in my cabinet and I think you should have to WHOLE story before you go into this hearing tomorrow.  Now, Doctor, why don’t we have a seat and share a drink?”

“I’ll just have a soda or water, if you don’t mind Mr. President.  I don’t really drink.”

“The wife got that ole’ ball in chain attached to your foot, Dr. Draiman?”

Jake chuckled.  “I’m afraid that I’ve been dragging this particular ball and chain around a lot longer than I’ve known my wife, sir.”

“Oh?  And what might it be?”

“I’m a Type I diabetic.  Alcohol reeks hell on my blood sugar.”

He nodded.  “Then, would you like a diet soda?”

Jake grimaced.  “No.  I can drink a normal soda and not have a problem.  My mother’s taught me well how to keep my sugar regulated.”

The President sat down and Jake followed suit.  Once the drinks were served the pilot was informed that they were ready for takeoff.  And once they were in the air, the President of the United States gave Dr. Draiman the run down on what was happening in the cabinet.

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Jake sat and listened to everything the President had to say as they flew from Denver to Washington D.C.  There was a plot afoot that that he had no idea about, but he was certain that he was going to put a stop to it.  No one conspired against him and survived the experience with their dignity intact.  He sat on the plane and stared out the window; his mind spinning out of control.  Everything that President McAllister said was running through his mind.  All of the infighting going on within the chamber and it spilling over into Congress.  Kill the head and the body shall die, was came to mind.  Kill the arguing in the Cabinet and the arguing in Congress will end.  And I plan to do just that.  The Secretary of Defense will hate me by the time it’s all over, but I really don’t care.  Let him hate me.

When the plane landed, his put his coat on and grabbed his suitcase from under the plane.  “Thank you for the information, Mr. President.  I really appreciate it, sir.”

“Not a problem Dr. Draiman.  I look forward to hearing what you have to say to the members of my Cabinet tomorrow.  I’m sure you’ll give them an earful.”

“I hope you’ll forgive the lack of decorum, Mr. President, but I plan to let them know that messing with me is a LOT like masturbation.  It seems like a REALLY good idea until you get done and realize that you just screwed yourself.”

McAllister laughed as he got into his limo to head back to the White House.  “I like that, Dr. Draiman.  May I use that at some point?”

“I don’t own it, so I don’t really care.”

“Where did you hear it?”

“My younger brother heard it from someone, who heard it from their dad.  I don’t know, Mr. President.”

“Well, I’ll have to find a good opportunity to use that.  It’s kinda funny.”  The door to the limo closed and the window came down.  “Go call your wife and let her know that you arrived in Washington safely, then get a little rest.  The limo behind you is for you.”

Jake smiled.  “Who am I to argue with the President of the United States?”

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Once he checked into the hotel, Jake called Delilah and Miri to tell his girls that he was safe as she changed his clothes.  Delilah picked up the phone as he hung his business trench on one of the hangers in the room.  “Hello?” she said.

“Hey baby.  I’m at the hotel and I’m safe.”

“Good, that’s a load off of my shoulders.  Have you eaten recently?”

“Yes, and you’ll never believe who I broke bread with on the flight here.”

“Who, Jakey?”

“The President.  He personally came to pick me up in Denver aboard Air Force One.”

“You’re kidding.”

“Nope.”  He pulled the garment bag that contained the suit he’d wear for the meeting in the morning out of the suitcase and hung it next.  “We had an interesting conversation.”

“About?”

“Classified.  Doesn’t THAT suck?”

“It DOES!  Tell the President your wife’s not his biggest fan at the moment.”

“I’ll be sure to tell him”, Jake laughed, then sighed.  “How is our little girl?”

“Mad at Mommy for making her go to sleep before hearing from Daddy.  She wanted to hear Daddy’s voice before going to sleep because she’s a spoiled little shit.”

He laughed.  “I can’t help that.”

“I know.”  It was her turn to sigh.  “I miss you so much, my Jakey.”

“I miss you too, my Lilah.  Sleeping without you next to me is going to SUCK!”

“I know.  When should you be back?”

“I don’t know.  I’m going to have to talk to President about going home.  I don’t know if my return ticket is any good because I flew up here on Air Force One.”

“I’m sure it should be.  It’s two separate tickets, right?”

“Yeah.  And they’re open ended.  I could probably leave tomorrow right after the meeting out of Reagan.”

“Do what you have to, love, just come home to me as soon as you can.”

He smiled.  “I will, Lilah, my love.  Don’t worry.  They’re never gonna take me.”

“I know, just thought I’d remind you.  Don’t forget to iron your suit in the morning.”

“I won’t.  I’m going to look my best tomorrow.  My parents didn’t raise a slouch when it comes to dressing.”

“I know, baby.  I’ve seen the way your parents dress.  Alright.  You need to get to sleep and I’m hunting through your mother’s cook books to find some things to cook tomorrow.”

“Don’t try so hard.  But, when I get back, I want tacos.”

“You got it.  Now, get to sleep, Micah.  I love you.”

“I love you too, Cheyenne.” And they hung up.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Chapter 49


When the Draiman family reported to the hospital the next morning, only one person was allowed to go down into pre- op with Brie.  Of course, the one person that went was David.  Jake was getting ready to scrub in.  Brie looked at her husband as she fought off the sleepy feeling she had after the anesthesiologist had paid a visit.  “I’d rather be at home”, she said sleepily to David.

“I know, sweetie, and I’d rather you be at home.  But, would you rather be able to get around on your own and continue to do massage the last five years that you’re working, or not be able to work let alone walk for the rest of your life?”

She sighed.  “Will you be there when I wake up?” she asked.

“Of course I will”, he said, taking her hand in his.  He had to be careful of the IV in her hand, but took her hand and gently squeezed her hand.  “You’re going to be, ok, love.  Jake’s going to be in the OR with you.  He’s going to be my eyes in there.  He’ll make sure that everything is ok.  When they’re done sewing you back up and you’re moved to recovery, he’s going to come out to the waiting room and let us all know what’s going on and it the surgery was a success.”

She nodded slowly.  “That’s good.  I’m glad Jake’s going to be in there with me.”  Her eyes kept drooping closed and she snap them open again.  “I don’t know how much longer I can keep my eyes opened, baby.  I’m falling asleep.”

“It’s the anesthesia.  I’m sure the nurses will be in the take you back in just a moment.  Just relax, honey.  I’m here.  I’m not going anywhere until they come get you to fix your back.”

She took a deep breath and sighed softly.  “I’m going to sleep now, hon.  I’ll see you after Morgan fixes my back.  Love you.”

He smiled, softly.  “Ok, love.  I love you too.”  He brushed his knuckles across her cheek.  Sleep now, my angel.  I’ll be there when you wake up, he thought as a single tear rolled down his cheek.  He was afraid.  This young doctor was about to cut open the back of the love if his life.  He’d never let any of his kids, or his wife for that matter, see his fear, but he was honest and truly scared.  Spinal surgery was dangerous, no matter what kind of advances medicine had made.  He hoped that young Dr. Christian Morgan knew what he was doing.  He leaned over the railing of the bed and gave her a soft kiss.  “I love you”, he whispered in her ear.  “I’ll be sitting right there when you wake up.”

Dr. Morgan’s nurses came in.  “Mr. Draiman, we have to take her back now.  One of the orderlies will show you back up to the waiting area.  Your son’s scrubbing in now to observe.”

David nodded and stood.  “Make sure that Dr. Morgan takes good care of her, will you ladies?  That woman is my saving grace and I don’t know what I would do without her.”

“She’ll be fine, Mr. Draiman.  Dr. Morgan is very good at what he does and very competent.  We’ll keep him in line though.”

“Thank you , ladies.”  He turned and wiped the tear that had started to trickle down his cheek away as he walked toward the elevator door that lead to the waiting room where his children and grandchildren sat waiting.  “And now we sit and twiddle our thumbs until Jake comes out to tell us what happened”, he said with a sigh.

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Jake made sure that every inch of his hands and arms were clean before rinsing off and shutting off the water.  “Walk me through this procedure one more time, Chris.  Something seems a little off.”

“I’m going to carefully cut back every layer of tissue between her skin and her spine with a scalpel.  Once I get to the spine, I’m going to take the water saw and a suction and I’m going to cut the fusion of your mother’s vertebrae.  It’s not really that complicated.”

“But, it’s a delicate procedure, is it not?”

“Very delicate.  One slip and I could ruin your mother’s chances of walking again.”

“You do that and my father will have your head.”

“That’s why I don’t need to slip.  Just keep my head in the game, Jake.  That’s all I’m asking of you.”

“If your head’s not in the game and my mother loses the ability to walk, my father won’t be the only one you have to worry about. Christian.  You got that?”

Christian chuckled.  “I got it, Jake.  You and your four brothers will help your father dismantle me.  I know.”

“Then that should be enough to keep your head in the game, my brother.  If not, then you’re going to get your head handed to you on a silver platter.”

They went into the operating room where the nurses and surgical techs helped them put their gowns, masks, and gloves on.  Christian still had his hand up.  “Ok, ladies and gentlemen.  The man that just walked in here with me is the patient’s son and a fellow doctor.  Her husband is the infamous David Draiman.  We fuck up and there’s a HUGE malpractice suit.  Let’s try to avoid that, shall we?”  They all nodded.  “Alright, let’s get this started, then.  Scalpel.”

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David, his children and grandchildren all sat in the waiting room for what seemed like forever as they waited on Jake to come out and tell them what was going on.  David himself tried to sit alone in the room full of people so that he could think.  But, every time he moved, he was being shadowed by one of his children.  “Where are you going, Dad?” Jordan asked one of those times.

“I’m going to get something to DRINK, Jordan Hannah.  Do I need a shadow to go to the vending machine?” he snapped.

“Sorry, Dad, we’re all just worried about you and how you’re taking this.”

“I’m fine.  It would be nice if you and your siblings would stop asking me if everything is ok every time I BREATHE.  It would be even better if you would all give me a little breathing room so that I can THINK.  Now, I’m going to go get a bottle of water or a cup of coffee.  Back the hell off and let me have a little bit of time to myself or all NINE of you are going to have to deal with a PISSED OFF ME.” He walked down the hall toward the vending machines and got a cup of coffee and a bottle of water.  He was aggravated because he could do nothing but sit there and wait.  He wanted to lose his temper, but he couldn’t.  He leaned up against the wall- palms flat and his head hanging down- and sighed.  Calm down, David, he thought to himself.  She’s going to be fine and right now the best you can do is just sit here and be patient.  You need to calm down and relax.  Before you know it, Jake will be coming out to tell you that she’s being moved to her room from recovery.  Just read a book and don’t think about it.  He walked back to the waiting room and sat down.  After taking a sip of his coffee he pulled a book out of the bag he had sitting at his feet.  He sat back and flipped through the pages to find his place.  He needed to take his mind off of what was going on behind those double door and down the hall.  Once he found it, he pulled his glasses from the bag and started to read.

The hours that passed felt like minutes as he sat in the chair and read the text.  He was well and truly distracted when he heard the doors swing open and closed.  “Dad”, he heard Jake’s voice say.

He looked up.  “How did it go, Jacob?”

“It was a complete success.  She’s in recovery now.  She’ll be on the third floor, which is orthopedic, in room 315 if you want to meet her there”, he said with a smile.

David sighed in relief and stood.  He hugged Jacob.  “Thank you, Jacob.  That was a load off my mind”, he said as he patted his son on the back.

“No problem, Dad.  I wouldn’t have had this any other way.”

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He sat next to her bed side with her hand in his as he sat there and waited for a little bit of eye movement.  He watched her with emotions raging in his eyes but his face was stone.  He was relieved that she was going to be ok, but anxious and afraid because of the road ahead.  Intense physical therapy may be called for and he hated to see her in pain.  He didn’t want to have to watch her push herself.

When her eyes fluttered he cracked a smile and hid the emotions in his eyes behind joy.  The woman he loved was waking up.  “Hey there, beautiful”, he said softly.

She smiled softly and caressed his cheek with her finger tips.  “Hey, handsome.  You kept your promise.”  Her voiced was hoarse from when they intubated her.

He smiled and held her hand against his cheek.  “Of course I did.  Did you doubt that I would?”  His eyes glistened with unshed tears.

“Not for a minute”, she said.  “I’m just glad you’re here.  I didn’t want to wake up here alone.”

He caressed her cheek with his free hand.  “I would never let you wake up here alone.”

She captured his hand against her cheek and turned her head to kiss his palm.  “Thank you.  You have no idea what this means to me, baby.”

“I’m be right here the entire time you’re here.  I’m not going anywhere.”

She nodded slowly.  “I’m going to go back to sleep now.  I’m trying to get the anesthesia out of my system.”

“Go on back to sleep, baby.  I’ll let the kids know you’re ok.”  He kissed her palm and let her drift back to sleep before going to going to let their children know that their mother was ok and that they could all go home now.

Chapter 48

As his parents prepared to spend about a week in the hospital, Jacob rallied the troops and told all of his siblings- both older and younger- what was going on with their mother.  He told them about what he saw in her X-rays and MRI.  Everyone was mortified.  “Are you kidding me?” Jordan said.  “If she doesn’t get this done, she could lose the ability to walk and lose sensation in her legs?”

“That’s right.  Each of us needs to start being screened for this problem.  Granted, more than likely not all of us will have it, but it’s still wise to make sure that we stay on top of the possibility.  I, for one, will be getting screened for it, seeing as I have to battle everything Mom has been.”

“Very true and a really good idea”, Malachai added.  “I mean, of the ten of us, you’re the only one that’s a diabetic like she is.”

“It’s gotta be Dad’s genes that kept it from the rest of us”, Maddie said.

“Remember Maddie, I’m not Dad’s biological son”, Malachai reminded his little sister.

“True”, she said with a sigh.  “So, what’s Dad’s plan?”

“What would be the typical Dad thing to do, Madison?” Jake asked.

“We all know that Dad’s not going to leave her side, Maddie”, Jordan said.  “Mom is his saving grace and he’s Mom’s rock.”

“Yeah, Dad’s going to RIGHT THERE the entire time”, Jeremiah said.  “But, what about those of us who legally can’t be at home without adult supervision?”

“How many adults live here?”, Delilah asked Jeremiah.

“Who’s going to cook?” Marc asked.

“The same bitch that’s been cooking.

“I think that we should all stay close to the house here so that if Dad needs something, someone can get it to him immediately”, Mandy added.

“Someone’s also going to have to sneak them food.  Mom might not eat a lot the first day or so, but Dad’s going to need food for sure”, Jake said.  “I’ve tasted the cafeteria food at CSMC and it’s pretty gross, even if it’s kosher.”

“I’ll be more than happy to make a few of those food runs”, Malachai said.  “I remember the nasty fucking food up there from each time Mandy’s been in there to have the kids.”

Jake was taking notes of who was volunteering to do what.  “I’m going to clear it with Dad, but I think that ALL of us need to be there for moral support.  Dad’s not going to let it show, but he’s not going to be in the best head space while Mom’s in that OR.”

“How are we going to know what’s going on?” Meagan asked.

“I’m going to be in the OR while Dr. Morgan operates.  I’m going to make sure he doesn’t fuck up.”

“How does he plan to separate the vertebrae?”James asked.

“Very carefully, first of all.  But, he’s not a big fan of the metal saw blade.  He says that there’s too big a risk of severing one of the nerves.  Instead, he’s going to use a high pressure water saw.  Less of a chance to sever a nerve and such.”

“And you’re going to make sure that he does everything he’s supposed to?” Jordan asked.

“I’ve watched a procedure like that.  I watched in the theater above the OR as a med student at Johns- Hopkins.  It’s a fairly straight forward procedure.  He wanted to do it laproscopically at first, but once he saw the damage, he couldn’t and he knew it.”

“At least he had a backup plan.  Better that than scheduling a surgery that he couldn’t do because he had no idea how to do it”, Jessi said.

“Yeah, I mean, if he didn’t know what he was doing then he could end up hurting Mom”, Makayla said.

“Yeah, and there would be one hell of a malpractice suit on his hands.  You know Dad doesn’t play around.  And once I find the piece of shit that totaled my Volvo and NEARLY my wife and daughter, I’m not going to show any mercy either.”

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As his children were downstairs talking, David packed bag for the week he’d be away from the house.  He packed bed clothes even though he would be sleeping in a recliner.  He packed everyday clothes to wear when he wasn’t sleeping.  He even packed some of his wife’s non- scrub pajamas because he knew she’d want out of the hospital gown when she was allowed to shower.  He packed some movies and his laptop to get some work down.  He’d been approached about possibly writing a book.  He was collecting his thoughts before agreeing to do so.  This is certainly a chapter for the book, he thought with a silent laugh as he paused to watch his wife.  She was sleeping soundly though the sleep was drug induced.  Her sleep most of the time the past few days was drug induced.  He hated to do that to her, but her pain was so much that he had no choice.

She stirred and he went straight to her side.  “David?” she asked softly.

“Yes, love?”

“I need something to drink.  I’m really thirsty.”

He knelt next to the bed and grabbed her a small bottle of water from the mini fridge.  He opened it, stuck a straw in it , and handed it to her.  “Here you go, baby”, he said softly.

She took a drink and handed him the bottle before settling into the bed again.  She smiled softly at her husband.  “Thank you”, she said softly.

He returned her smile as he brushed his knuckles down her cheek.  “No problem, baby.  Just rest.  I’ll make sure that you have something for dinner, even if it’s just plate of fruit and cheese.”

She smiled.  “Ok.  I love you, David”, she said in a weak whisper.

His smile was a little sad as he responded.  “I love you too, Brie”, he thought as he watched her drift back to sleep.  I will always love you, my angel.  You saved me.  Now let me save you as you undergo this surgery.  He couldn’t have been happier that Jacob was going to be in the OR with his mother as he sat in the waiting room; powerless to do anything.  He felt lost, but he would never let her see it.  He loved her with everything he was and was happy and proud to call her his wife.  There wasn’t a day that went by when she didn’t amaze him.

After making sure that the bag had everything thing they would need, David kicked off his boots and curled up in bed with his wife.  She lay on her side and he slid in behind her and wrapped an arm around her waist.  He wanted her as close to him as he could get her.  He wanted to hold her while he could still do so.  Once he was comfortable, he set an alarm on his cell phone and settled in for the time being.  It wasn’t long before he too had drifted off to sleep.

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A dream kept trying to form in her head, but the medication was too heavy to allow it.  Her mind was for all intents and purposes, empty.  She couldn’t form a coherent thought.  An image would flash, then would immediately dissipate into the dark empty space that was her mind.

She felt strength at her back; warm and solid.  She knew that strength.  It was the same strength that held her when she gave birth the Jacob and Jordan.  The same strength that held her every night, no matter how bad the pain was.  She melted into it when it settled into the bed behind her.  She rolled so that she faced the person at her back.  Her head rested on his their arm.  She heard them whisper.  “I love you, my angel, and I’ll be damned if anything happens to you.”  The conviction there was real and she believed them.  The strength had been there earlier, then disappeared for a few moments.  Now it was back.

She fought through the fog in her mind enough to speak.  “I love you too, my heart”, she whispered softly. 

A single tear rolled down the bridge of her nose.  He brushed it away with his thumb.  “Don’t cry, love.  I’m here and I’m not going to let anything happen.”

When she fought her way through the fog, she made it to where she felt the pain again.  She was doing her best not so scream, but GOD it hurt.  “It hurts, David”,  she said as she clinched her eyes shut  to control the tears as they tried to fall.

“Do you want to eat something before you get another shot?” he asked.  He knew he was going to have to keep her sedated until they went to the hospital in the morning.

She nodded slowly.  “I need to eat something.  I’m feeling a little sick.”

He kissed her forehead.  “Ok, I’ll go get you something to eat.  Just lie on your back until I return.  Ok?”

She rolled onto her back, and she fought off the tears that flooded her eyes in a rush.  “Please hurry, baby.  This really fucking hurts.”

He got up and went for the door.  “I’ll be right back.  Just watch a little bit of TV or something until I return.”  He went out the door and she pulled a pillow over her face and screamed.

David flinched when he heard the muffled scream coming from the bedroom he shared with his wife.  God, she’s in pain.  I wish there were something I could do to make it stop, he thought as he continued down the stairs.

When he headed into the kitchen he heard his children talking.  “What was that?” his son Marc asked.

“What do you think it was, Christopher?” David asked as he walked past the young man to the fridge.

“Was that Mom?” Jessi asked.

“Yes, Jessykah, that was your mother screaming in pain.”  He started pulling out fruits and cheeses from the fridge and cutting it so that his wife could eat.

“Dad, I did make dinner”, Delilah said.

“And I’m sure it’s delicious”, he said, “But Mom can’t eat a lot tonight.  Too much on her stomach plus all the pain she’s in means that all that food is going to come up.  That would be very bad.  I might come down and get a little bit later.  But, something tells me I’m not going to get much sleep tonight unless your mother’s sedated.”  By the end, he was speaking to all of his children.

“Dad, I was thinking that we should all be at the hospital with you while Mom’s being operated on”, Jake said.

“You’re on the list to call your siblings out.  Do it”, David responded.  He picked up the plate of fruit and cheese and headed back toward the stairs.  “I’ll tell your mother that everyone’s going to be there”, he said as he paused in the doorway.  “Now, to go feed and re- sedate your mother.  She’ll probably wake again in a few hours to eat one more time.  I’ll give her the big meal then, that way she has something to sustain her sugar until after the surgery.”

“Sounds like you’re trying to convince us that’s a good plan”, Jake said with a chuckle.

“I don’t know what I’m trying to do right now.  I’m going sleep a lot better once your mother’s sleeping without having to be drugged.”  He rubbed a hand over his face.

“Go feed Mom, knock her out, and get some rest, Dad”, Jordan said.  “I don’t’ know about Malachai, but Davina and I plan on staying close by tonight.”

“Mandy, the kids and I will be here too, Dad.  Whatever is going to make this easier on you.”

David took a deep breath and yawned.  “Thanks, you guys.  Lord knows I need to help right now.”  He walked off and went back up the stairs to feed his wife a lite snack before he made her sleep again.

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After Jake had called his brothers and sisters out of school for the next day there was yet another knock on the door.  Malachai answered it.  “Hello there”, he said.

“Hi.  I’m looking for Dr. Draiman”, the young man said.

Malachai sighed.  “Jake, it’s for you!” he called over his shoulder.

“Who is it?” he asked.

“Some kid in a green uniform.  He has an envelope.”

Jake handed his daughter off to her mother and went to the door.  “I can’t spend any time with my daughter with you fuckers around here.  God, what…” he paused when he came to the door.  “Sorry Malachai.  Shouldn’t have chewed your ass.”  He looked at the young man.  “Let me guess.  The hearing has been moved up and that envelope has my ticket and hotel reservation inside?”

“I don’t know, sir.  I’m just the messenger.”

“Lucky I didn’t decide to shoot you then, huh?” Malachai said.

“I told the kid that was here YESTERDAY that we like to shoot first and ask questions later around here.  He’s really lucky it wasn’t Dad that answered the door, huh, Malachai?”

“For sure.  Dad would have opened the door with his pistol drawn.”

Jake signed for the envelope and took it.  “Don’t come back, kid.  You won’t like what happens to you if you should.  I might have to sew you back up, but you and I both know that if you don’t come back I won’t have to do that.  Now, get lost!” he said and shut to door in the kids face.  As he walked back to the couch, he tore the envelope open and pulled everything that was inside out.  He cursed under his breath when he discovered he was right.  “Fucking bureaucrats”, he cursed.  “And while Mom’s still going to be in the hospital, too.  Stupid sons of bitches.”

“What’s going on, Jake?  What has you so pissed all of the sudden?” Jordan asked as she played with Miranda.

“I was supposed to go to a Cabinet hearing in three weeks, but those bastards in Washington had to bump up the meeting to next week.”

“Why?” Maddie asked.

“At the request of Roger J. McAllister, the President of the United States.”

“Wonderful.  Just what you need, huh?”

“Well, I’m glad that it’s been moved up so that I can give Secretary Simon Ingerhardt a piece of my mind a little sooner than I had planned.”